Zahraa Hardtmann

Because I Loved

لأنني أحببت

To those whose hearts have been shattered, who no longer believe in love, who believe that love is not for them… This book is for you. Life isn’t over yet. It’s just the beginning.

Works

Two novels. Two pages.

The Book

Because I Loved / لأنني أحببت

A literary journey through grief, memory, and the enduring search for meaning.

EditionEnglish & Arabic
ProtagonistsEva & Liam
SettingThe Midnight Ocean
Dedication
“To those whose hearts have been shattered, who no longer believe in love, who believe that love is not for them… This book is for you. Life isn’t over yet. It’s just the beginning.”
English manuscript, opening dedication (page 1)
Midnight Sea Atmosphere
The sea

A space for grief, reflection and hope.

The sea is a recurring setting in the story: Eva and Liam meet there, return there, and use it as a quiet space for grief, reflection and hope.

Enter the Story
Characters

The sea, the silence, and the words unsaid

Eva

The Voice / Aspirations

“I want to be a writer. I want to write about my life, the pain, the love, and the moments that shaped me.”

Eva says that she wants to be a writer and to write about her life, pain, love and the moments that shaped her.

English manuscript, Chapter 1

Liam

The Seeker

“Maybe I'm not running from anything... Maybe I'm just looking for something I lost a long time ago. Hope.”

Liam returns to the ocean searching for a reason to believe in life again, meeting Eva in the quiet of midnight.

English manuscript, Chapters 1–2
Liam

“Maybe broken people find each other for a reason.”

Eva

“Maybe to remind each other that we're not broken.”

CHAPTER I — OPENING PASSAGE

"What brings you here?" he asked. "My grandfather just died," I answered quietly. "And yet, you were close to him?" I shook my head. "No." He paused, then asked, "So why are you crying?" "Because sometimes I think about it… people die."

English manuscript, Chapter 1 — first encounter at the sea
Excerpts

Passages from the manuscript

Selected passages from Because I Loved.

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Zahraa Hardtmann — Author and writer
Zahraa Hardtmann studio portrait
The Author

Zahraa Hardtmann

Zahraa Hardtmann — author of Because I Loved and Because of Him / لأنه السبب.

About the Author
Zahraa Hardtmann

Because I Loved

A literary journey through grief, memory, and the enduring search for meaning.